She called him today.
I saw it as a missed call. I had deleted her contact but I recognized the first few digits, confirmed it with a screenshot I have and when he got back inside told him she called.
He was shocked. Me, not so much....I don't remember what I shared regarding the texts I made him send. Basically I was trying to find out if she would take him back. He kinda blew it with the first text proving it was him. And the follow up I made him send was a 180 from the one he wrote himself. It said he was really unhappy, things were much worse and there was no way he was staying but he was going to go to therapy to "try" to make it look like he tried. He wanted her reassurance that she'd be there for him. He didn't think she'd buy it. I wasn't so sure. I have been waiting for her to try to reach him. He was so sure it was over...we could put the past behind us. My gut said otherwise...BINGO...right again...so I actually was pretty happy with this development. The past few days have been shit, no time to blog but I will try to remember what was going on in my head and share tomorrow (after my much deserved massage!!).
I made him call her back... Not on speaker. There was a lot of Hello, can you hear me? and finally he just says "What's up?"...I can hear her tone, but not really any words. She doesn't sound angry, it's a lot of "I thought I'd hear from you, just want to know what's going on. Are you ok? Wasn't sure it was you texting me?" etc. So I dunno, correct me if I am wrong, sounds like someone is hoping, praying that perhaps that last text had some truth. She waits 2 weeks to call....the text said "I'm going to give therapy a couple of weeks". She couldn't wait anymore..it's been 3 weeks since she heard his voice, saw him, got any texts. She was waiting. Wanting to believe all of the lies he fed her. That he loved her more, that he couldn't picture a future without her.
His first words to her question "How are you?" were "I am working on my marriage!" Kind of with an exasperation like..you aren't helping. She didn't hear that. She just kept going. He kept repeating it adding he's going to therapy. She's still going on and on...I hear her say "I am here for you"...these aren't words from a woman who is moving on, who gets that she isn't wanted. She still loves him....she wants to believe that last text.
It's been way too many minutes...I hold up my hand and do a count down from 5...he nods, he understands...he isn't really doing any talking but to me his listening is sending the wrong message. They will be there for each other still, to commiserate about their miserable lonely lives. I have had enough..I stand up and head for the phone...he is abrupt, cuts her off (as he should have without my insistence) "Rachel, I have to go"...he says her voice instantly changed...I couldn't hear it...my thoughts were on what I was going to say when I got that phone....he says he could hear that she got it...I have doubts. I expect there may be a call in the future. I wish this was completely over. I wish he had said "don't call me ever again"....the fact that she responded to my texts makes me think she still thinks there's hope. The way she acted like I was the one contacting her first...like maybe I was phishing and didn't KNOW she had called him. Maybe expecting he will call her in a day or two and tell her all of things she wants to hear. He thinks if the phone call didn't do it that the texts did...I don't know....time will tell. I feel a closure knowing I don't know much, but I do know insecure women and I nailed this... I know what I would be doing...rereading those texts trying to figure out if he was sending me a coded message. Wondering how long I would have to wait but sure he would come to me...sure that he couldn't be with such an angry, vicious bitch and he would come to me..the loving, gentle one. Replaying the conversation...maybe he wasn't able to reveal his true feelings because that bitch was sitting there....holding on to that hope. I think he should have texted her after our text exchange...telling her to delete him and forget him. He thinks it isn't necessary..I told him if she calls again or texts again....no more beating around the bush.....destroy the cunt.
I waited over an hour...and texted her from my phone. Stupid copy/paste not working...hang on...
You poor, pitiful cunt....3 weeks? That's how long your dignity lasted?? Let me be clear...you need to delete "David" from your contacts. You need to start reading your bible more. You missed a commandment or two. There was never anything real between you. So unless YOU would like to be the one on the end of a restraining order, I suggest you focus your desperate, whorish energy on your job and your kids.
Calling him David...even though he hates that...why did he let her do that??
There were some deliberate references to a text she had sent me...the restraining order...telling me to focus my crazy, psycho energy on my marriage.
I gave it a 25% chance she would respond. He was sure she wouldn't. I reminded him he was sure of a lot of things about her and so far I'm batting 1000, him not so much.
She replied...damn, I really thought she would be smarter than that.
Although I am forgetting you and David you seem to think of me a lot I'll forget about you if you stop pulling me into your life work on your marriage leave me the hell alone none of your name claiing means anything to me ... good luck
Poor punctuation is all hers...not a bright one in any way.
Of course I wasn't going to let THAT go...
You called him...you started this again...YOU need to let it go. It is fucking OVER for you. Go find another husband since obviously no single man wants you.
I let that sit for a bit and then felt compelled to add:
Perhaps if I send you a youtube video of Let It Go..you may understand a little better? Since songs seem to be your primary means of communication??
I doubt she figured out I was calling her stupid...but hey...I haven't heard back.
And so the soap opera continues....
You poor, pitiful cunt...3 weeks? That’s how long your dignity lasted? Let me be clear...you need to delete “David” from your contacts. You need to start reading your bible more. You missed a commandment or two. There never was anything real between you. So unless YOU would like to be the one on the end of a restraining order, I suggest you focus your desperate, whorish energy on your job and your kids.
You poor, pitiful cunt...3 weeks? That’s how long your dignity lasted? Let me be clear...you need to delete “David” from your contacts. You need to start reading your bible more. You missed a commandment or two. There never was anything real between you. So unless YOU would like to be the one on the end of a restraining order, I suggest you focus your desperate, whorish energy on your job and your kids.
You poor, pitiful cunt...3 weeks? That’s how long your dignity lasted? Let me be clear...you need to delete “David” from your contacts. You need to start reading your bible more. You missed a commandment or two. There never was anything real between you. So unless YOU would like to be the one on the end of a restraining order, I suggest you focus your desperate, whorish energy on your job and your kids.
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